Day 5 and I didn't get to the gym. The gym nursery is only open until noon on Sat and we had to go to a baptism. My husband is out of town, ironically in San Diego, while Dan and Katie are here. My kids, smelling the weakness that is one parent against three (They are 5, 3, &3), were insanely naughty at the baptism. My daughter had a full on nuclear meltdown and my family just enjoyed the show. So I was pretty stressed out, and so ready to leave, but I had left my stupid purse with my keys in the room where they were doing the confirmation so I had to wait with an insane Ella in my arms. As soon as they finished, I walked in with her screaming and headed straight to the car. I buckled her in and went back for the other two. I didn't even say goodbye to my in-laws, I just left. I knew it was going to be awful and I hate setting myself up for failure of this kind. I don't like being a grumpy mom and the best way for me to avoid that is to avoid stupid situations. Anyway, when I left I was so angry and all I wanted to do was feed my feelings. I deserved a big fat burrito smothered in creamy cilantro dressing, didn't I???
It was a good thing I didn't get to my house for about 30 minutes. I was able to calm down and decide it wasn't worth blowing all my hard work. So I stopped by Cafe Rio and ordered their soup with no cheese, no tortilla strips, and no tortilla on the side. I still had the angry munchies (Am I the only one who gets these? It feels insane.). So I had a few more snacks than I would have liked but I did at least break out a cucumber to fill up on to put an end to the insanity.
For dinner, I got a Papa Murphy's heart pizza (a Valentine's tradition). I was more tempted that I would have liked and broke down and had some, though not as much as I would have if I didn't have to blog. Thanks ladies!!
Today's Breakdown:
TODAY'S TIP: Garbage it!
Cindy and Katie have seen this tip before, but it's such a good one, it deserves a repeat! I've learned that when there is something left on a plate I will snack on it. I just will. So to fix this problem I act like a four year old and destroy my unwanted food. Then, instead of being tempted, I made the decision once instead of having to constantly remind myself I don't want those calories!
Until tomorrow. . .
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